hey, you the trophy chaser, i am fine...

“Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.”(oprah)





i was sitting on my chair while i am writing this post ..
after all, with no calls, no message, no intention to start the conversation
my condition:
i am fine, and realize i have to stop the tiring tricks , the stupid-silly game that we have played, i quit... but not as quitter , i just try to save me from myself, to avoid the chance to be a super duper impulsive person,,,
with very very stable condition :
realizing that you just thought that i am one of your trophy, but i am not...
i am not your play ground, i am not your trashy bag, i am not your back up plan...
i am not what you think...
and if u thought that u know me so well

u totally damn wrong,,,

all i know about you:


you're just like the trophy chaser...

and i am not your trophy...



regards...


roe

the fool

quotation

"I must learn to love the fool in me, the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries."

- Theodore Isaac Rubin

Parenthesis

i like this movie,i am the fans of Jason Reitman ( Juno and Thanks for Smoking), inspite the fact i like the plot and the Soundtrack, i have just kicked out by the conversation between the Alex Goran (Vera Farmiga) and Ryan Bimgham (George Clooney), the script was amazing, simply like it,,,

Ryan Bingham: I thought I was a part of your life.
Alex Goran: I thought we signed up for the same thing... I thought our relationship was perfectly clear. You are an escape. You're a break from our normal lives. You're a parenthesis.
Ryan Bingham: I'm a parenthesis?


-roe-

un(impulsive)

today, June 29th 2010, i don't want to send you sms, do not try to call you, and no ping at all in the messenger...


well i just wait...

wait you're into me or not....

happy minded

17:24, sitting on my chair in my cubicle, waiting the time to go out, i was writing the things that make me really happy right now after office hours (inspired by someone's blog ) and i should have my version :P
1.hot shower
2.lying bed while listening Jack Johnson's CD
3.stopping sending short message to a such person
4.hot tea
5.sleep early
6.having an affair
7.Laughing and laughing
8.Running to my old friends, and tell the truth!!!
9.Listening Joss Stone
10. Re-running Six feet under and laughing on (un)reality of funeral..
11. googling and searching an interesting blog
12. forget about monday morning
13.plan to escaping myself on this weekend
14.falling in love
15.sing aloud the song from Muse (supermassive black hole)
16.still believing the God and still take a prayer
17.Hot Chocolate
18.Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind
19.meet the nice stranger and make a good conversation
20.singing Waka Waka this time for Africa